Can I cry on your shoulder? Please?

I try not to let on when things bother me, god knows the world has enough stress without me adding mine too it...But I'm stressed, and sad, angry and worried.....and you know what lack of Sex sure is Not helping me in any way shape or form.

 Last night I was up late ( insomnia ) I was fine for a while, then all a sudden I just started crying, even though I try never to think about the things getting me down I guess my subconsious just had enough. I don't cry often, or easily..actualy just a few times in adult memory. Tango my faithful pup does not like it when I cry, actualy he started getting upset, then went back upstairs and got my cell phone and brought it down to me...well chewed on it a bit first, and texted a few people...lol which I am soooo sorry about! (I know I sleep with me phone so people can get a hold of me any time of the night, but I hate bothering other people.)
There just has to be that point where you say enough is enough. Anyways, I guess he thought I needed someone to talk to :)

I'm far better at listening then talking, and I don't always have the words to describe how I feel.

Topsy Turvy

Lately I feel as if my whole life has been turned upside down, I'm not sure if I'm coming or going. I feel this need to go, get out of here, quickly, every ounce of my body is screaming this...So I decided it is time to start living my life for me, to start changing, to stop putting everyone else first, and just work on things that make me happy.
I've started by deleating all the old posts on my blog, it's time to start a new one. This is the first step in a new direction, hang on tight it's gonna be a wild ride.